Monday, November 27, 2006

Read some other ppl's blogs today.... what drives us to work so hard and why? Looking around I see everyone so stressed working like mad.... I'm slowly turning into a workaholic too... if I dun study for a day, I'll feel odd.... I'm here because I have a goal, yet it seem that the harder I work on my schookwork I drift further away from my goal. AARGH!!! I'm doing stuff like geog, chem, phy, math but I want to study programming!!! Ok fine... I'll find my way.... Before, I used to be a computer geek, spending 70 to 80 percent of my time studying com stuff... but what changed me? I look around and I see ppl so driven to get good grades.... and I see ppl working so hard.... aah must be that Mr S, he appears to work so hard, or maybe he dosen't but it convices me and that's enough, but if he's juz pretending to, gd for u dude, it works. Everytime he nags, I hand up my lab report with all the questions completed, however usually one day late. But at least I do my paper properly..... And now, I can't believe I'm working my *** off when there's no test, no exams, no homework! It's the hols now! Hello? AARGH!!! Then I see people aiming to go to Stanford or whatever, winning the Nobel prize? XD And me? To win DEFCON the largest 'underground' hacking compeition? Haha... Now you see the difference.... Anyway, I gotta get back to work, I think I'll work for 70% of the time and spend the rest either learning and practising programming or playing my miserable keyboard which is aeons older then me.... I want the adapter BACK! I want to play the NEWER keyboard not this tiny old keyboard get it? I can play properly on this keyboard and with it's limited functions it sounds funny when I play it, so PLEASE it's been weeks ald.....
Jenhi || 7:29 AM