Wednesday, November 22, 2006

AAhhhh!!! My CAP sux... so ridiculous.... improved by a mere 0.01 pts... I felt like banging my head.... not juz my CAP is tt bad... but it is juz too ridiculous but anyways... i also want a higher CAP, juz like anyone else.... XD.... X, when he saw my CAP was like: WHAT?! He staed at it in disbelief.... I know... it sux... But after he had recovered frm his initial shock.... he was back to his normal self... tried to make me feel better by asking me to look at the score objectively..... yea, marks are not everything and my CAP is ok considering the circumstances.... but looking back, at one point, i was on the brink of failing until 'someone' saved me.... XD I told X tt i wanted to work harder.... he was a bit surprised, considering my character.... LAZY... but I really regret wad happened... working like mad until I fell ill juz to pass my exams... I also want to make his effort, and everybody's effort worth it... I dun want to dissapoint them... and put unnecessary pressure on myself and X... since he's been so patient and made me realise my mistake and never giving up although it looked impossible....THX ;)
Jenhi || 7:07 AM