Monday, October 30, 2006

Oh screw that shit.... u say u r stressed..... aren't I too? U screwed me up so badly. Anayway, serves u rite tt u r stressed..... at least u get ur fair share of it..... haha I'm so mean but tt's true rite? Meanwhile, while u r crying at the workplace, I'm not much better at home. Crying not cuz I'm upset but cuz my head hurt so darn bad that I can't walk, or do nothing..... luckily someone helped me to the bed. But I had to wait till it was all clear before I could safely drift off to sleep. Lying there semi-conscious and disoriented, I still had to try to stay awake. At one point I even forgot where I was.... I was like oh where the hell am I? Then I realised that i was in the room..... stupid rite? Then koncked out as soon it was clear. Woke up and guess what? Shit, i can't open my right eye.....look around the room with only one eye open.....then tried to move my right hand.... cannot move as well...... my right leg was a bit stiff but i could still move it with some effort. Screwed shit, y is it that my left side is totally ok but my right isn't? Nvm.... then the headache cam back.....yea...all this was caused by a stress headache. It was like splitting my skull down the middle. I knocked out again....woke up much better.....now my right arm can move.....used my hand to force my eye open...then it snapped shut...darn....forced it open again...ok...it stayed there half open....at least i can see now.... let's try getting up to watch tv....pushed myself up.....my head started throbbing.....sat there and rested while watching tv..... when i felt better...i tried to get to the kitchen....and cut strawberries.....hehe....luckily i didn't cut my own hand.....after eating i felt a lot better.....then my cousin offered me lots of nice chocolates!!!! Ate chocolates and watched prison break... it rocks.... a lot better for someone who couldn't move or do anything a few hrs ago..... waited till the headache had totally faded.... which was at night before i started work till midnight....

I know i do owe u an explanation for wad happened...if u want it.... i too want your explanation...but not now..... i don't want it to affect my work..... anyway, i'd better save my own ass first since u did the same to me.......
Jenhi || 4:19 PM