Saturday, September 30, 2006

Haha...now myblogskin looks real screwed, but I like it! The first pict on the right is just there cuz he looks good. The second pict is there cus I like the angle it is taken from...makes him looks extra cool tho it looks kinda retro. From an amateur photographer's point of view, I think it's a pretty good shot. Ahh...inspiration for my screwed up photography assignment! gonna have to get it done on Monday.... Yeah...been obsessed with browsing through Tom Cruise fansites...lol...somehow, he looks hot...haha. In fact, the only other actor that I think looks just as nice, is Hayden Christensen. But anyway, it good to have some eye candy while I'm so stressed doin my work and with the stupid court cases....so anyway, Ciao...gotta continue with my work...
Jenhi || 8:03 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

Oh my gosh!!! Tom Cruise looks so cool!!!! Ah...why am I saying this? Watched Rain Man in school yesterday...a movie starring Tom Cruise and Dustin Hoffman which was released in 1988. Usually, when I see Tom Cruise in the papers, it usually like oh ok, just another passing article. But I can't believe that that's Tom Cruise in Rain Man!!! Lol. Actually, his acting was better than I had expected it to be, an except for the 1980s dressing style, I must say he looks a lot better back then than he does now. But he does look surprisingly young for his age now though. the movie had a really nice storyline but the only thing that really annoyed me was that my teacher fast forwarded "certain" scenes...i.e. the scene where Raymond (Charlie's autistic bro) walks in on Charlie and his girlfriend having *ahem* and unwittingly causes them to break up. And the oter scene at Las Vegas, where Charlie is reunited with his girlfriend and she kisses his brother in the lift... But one thing, the kissing scene is already in the trailer, so why fast forward it? And Charlie's birth year in the movie is exactly the same as Tom's...wonder why? Haha...must buy 4D...lol. But watching Charlie in the movie, kinda reminds me of myself when I'm real pissed. I suppose I'll react the same way as he did...in fact I usually do...which makes the movie very real. I wanna buy the DVD!!! Can't wait to watch the movie again!

Then, everyone was given an assignment to do after watching the movie. One of the questions asked if I would rather have Charlie or Raymond as my bro. Charlie, cuz at the end of the show, he turns into this really nice guy who's no longer as money-minded as before (plus he's smart and hot - that wouldn't hurt either right?). Or Raymond, cuz he has fantastic memory and can count cards and make me rich....just like what happened to Charlie (he brought Raymond to Vegas to play blackjack), but I'm too young to go to the casino so too bad. I'd rather have Charlie for now. But I probbably can't write this on my assignment, so I'd better think of "better" answers...haha. Best of all, I can't believe that I'm now a fan of Tom Cruise!!!
Jenhi || 10:31 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I just have two words to say: Life Sucks. Yea...just realised how screwed my life has been. First, everything comes crashin down, and 'm constantly stressed by so many tests and the people around me. The printer always breaks down when I most desperately need it (but on other days, it'salways working). I'm lacking sleep, and my sleep pattern has gone haywire...one moment I feel like I'm gonna drop dead, next moment I'm wide awake. I screwed up my CCA today...next time, I just wanna skip CCA and sign out the camera the next day for practice. And if the person in charge isn't quitting, I'm quitting. It's either you go or I go...I'm not gonna tolerate anymore of this shit. Frankly, I think I'd even join uniformed groups cuz at least that's not gonna piss me off. Lesson learnt: when you try to deal with too many things at the same time, something's bound to screw up. But what choicedo I have, I have that many things to deal with!!! Many of the teachers suck...some are buggers while others suddenly turn into magicians and vanish as and when they like. But thank god there's still that small portion of teachers who are still reasonable people. Studied like mad for my chem test...slept only 4 hrs!!! At least this time I think I didn't screw my test up, or at least I hope not. Still have to keep on studying...people say that buring yourself in studies ease the stress you have in your life, but for me it dosen't...it only makes things worse. And as if I'm not screwed up enough, tht idiot has to call me and bug me today...oh shit. And my lunch tommorrow is gonna begone becuz of another bugger...and I dun like that....becuz lunch time for me is time to eat or time to sleep, depending which of the 2 I need more urgently, and if any of these are taken away from me.....you go to hell. i'm already stressed as it is, and my good mood seldom last more than 24 hrs becuz there're so many sickening people around, and so little nice people in this world.
Jenhi || 5:43 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Try This...it's *quite* true...well...to a certain extent...

Instuctions:
1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.

CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6 .DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11

Ok yea...and these are my results...

1. 7
2. 17
3. Bryce
4. Lorna
5. Yichian
6. Ms Chen
7. Bryan
8. In The Air Tonight
9. Addicted To Love
10. Your Body Is A Wonderland
11. Daughters

KEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found inSPACE 2[[17...so many?!!!]]

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE[[erm....we're only friends...JUST FRIENDS!!!! (Sigh....)]]

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7 [[Yea...how true]]

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4[[Lorna...yea!!!]]

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.[[Yichian? Yea..i suppose she does know me relatively well. since she's my classmate...but she's not the person that knows me best...(sry yc...)]]

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR[[Ms Chen...lol!!! You're a great teacher...but lucky star??? I dunno abt that]]

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3[[yea...this song is kinda intense...just like the person can be]]

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7[[Bryan is addicted to love? i don't know abt tt]]

9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND[[ am I that sick? i don't think abt tt all the time...but yea...it's a nice song to chill out to]]

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE[[how true...yea it kinda describes my life...]]

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER[[haha! of course!]]
Jenhi || 4:53 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

My friend got me to do this little fun thingy...and here's the results (extremely hilarious)!!!

Name 11 people you know.

1. Roy
2. Elza
3. Ada
4. Desmond
5. Belinda
6. Andre
7. Kimberly
8. Bryce
9. Ronald
10.Ms Chen
11.Mr Sukandar

Then answer the following questions:

How did u meet #10?She's my teacher...

What would u do if u nv met #2?Well, be sad that I have 1 less friend?

What would u do if #9 and #11 dated?Ooh...what a joke...but I'm sure that won't happen

Do you like #7?Yea...the most fun person I've ever met...lol

Would #5 and #6 make a gd couple?They? Well...height is a concern...

Describe #3.Friendly and jovial

Do you think #8 is attractive?AAAhhhh....normal?

Tell me somthing about #2.Makes people laugh...very fun person

Do you noe any of #4's family?Nope.

What's #5's favourite thing?Her pets...i think

What would u do if #3 confesses his/her love to
you?Ewww...please we're of the same gender

What language does #6 speak?Short language?

Who is #9 going out with?Not that I know of.

How old is #8 now?13

When is the last time u talk to #1?Last week

What's #2's favourite band/singer?Dunno

Would u ever date #7?No way...again, we're of the same gender!!!

Would u ever date #11?Him? OMG...how to? He's my teacher!!!
Jenhi || 7:15 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

Sigh....I'm back to my usual moody self again and I don't like it. Wish happiness could last forever, but it dosen't. Actually, my good mood from yesterday was already starting to wear off but was stll rather cheery until I head the bad news: Another court case! WTF! I had better not get involved in this or I'll end up fighting 2 cases at te same time whil trying to jugle hw and revision. OMG! I pinched myself and whacked my forehead but yea this is so not a dream!!! Oh whatever...still have to get on with life. But just one thing, it's not the number of cases that bothers me, in fact it's the complexity of the cases and the fact that I have to do so much talking. Lol.... It got transfered to the J Court i dunno why? What the hell has it to do with the J Court? Oh nevermind....I'll find out in due course

Sleeping does numb the pain but it won't go away.....
Jenhi || 6:32 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Hey...for once I'm smiling again. Actually, I didn't realise how sulky I've been for the past few months...the last time I remember being this happy was 1 yr plus ago, when I was in cheer (during cheer prac). Wow....thanks so much for making me smile again...I feel a lot better now :)
Jenhi || 6:28 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Sigh... yet another hearing. And then the judge didn't say much and called for another hearing at a later date. Whoa... so free...and guess wad? The next hearing is on Friday the Thirteenth! "WOW" wad a nice day. But the gd thing his tt I get to skip IP and Malay class!! Yay! I hate these 2 classes.... All I do is slack during IP and sleep during Malay.... I'd rather study my other subjects. Well, at least at court I get air-con and I get to study! Ok that's lame... But I seem unusually exhausted after each hearing and agitated as well. I feel like I want to either blow my top at someone or cry for the whole night. LOL! Anyways...bye.... Cuz I got homework to do! LOL...........
Jenhi || 12:39 AM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Workload getting heavier and I'm suffering from the lack of sleep. I could just fall asleep standing up. Have to remind myself not to fall asleep during assembly and in class. Downing mocha in an attempt not to fall asleep in class.

And yea, I would also like to thank one guy: "C". Not gonna state his real name. I was on the verge of deciding to let go of my one and only hobby: hacking (due to the workload). Until, he messaged me about it and yea, I also learnt some new things especially harware hacks and that really changed my mind about quitting. He was telling me about programs for ipods and stuff, and I was thinking, hey I'm really under utilising my computer and my programs! Yea...but my programming SUCKS...but he was like "but at least you got the basics of hacking". And I thought about another adult said to me before, that I know more about hacking than most adults do. So i thought: am I just gonna let all this stuff go just like that? No way. I'll maybe cut down on my hacking activities but I'll still keep check and go through it once in a while. Yeah...I'm still a script kiddie experimenting with the many different elements of hacking, programming and computer security but one thing is for sure: I'll keep learning whenever I have time.

Oh and one more thing that I had never taken seriously until he mentioned it to me: the social effects of hacking. Many people, who are not very tech savvy always get the wrong impression that all hackers are bad cause of the way th media potrays it to be. And these people become paranoid about what hackers can do and many thin they imagine are usually extremely difficult tasks to do on a computer! I would like to quote this from "Conscience of a HACKER by Mentor" :

Yes, I am a criminal. My crime is that of curiosity. My crime is that of judging people by what they say and think, not what they look like. My crime is that of outsmarting you, something that you will never forgive me for. I am a hacker, and this is my manifesto. You may stop this individual, but you can't stop us all...

Find the full poem at : http://www.geocities.com/carail666/index.html

So we hackers are forced to shut the fuck up about our hobby and discuss it in secret with fellow hackers. Is this what the world is all about? Oh yes....little smart asses try to fool people into giving them their passwords and yes many will be. You can find many of this sort of stuff on Geocities. Curious people are trying to learn, there you are fooling them for your own amusement. Hacker fooling hacker. Man eats man. Is this what it should be? Yes, fooling people is an element of hacking called social engineering ifi'm not mistaken. But then it is misused. The world is cold and harsh.



Jenhi || 12:09 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Gaaahhhh!!! Homework again....had only 4.5 hours of sleep last night. The stupid internet broke down, and I couldn't do my homework, so I rushed up wadever that could be done without the internet and slept at midnight. Woke up at 4.30 in the morning to continue doing my work, thankfully the internet was working. Or else I would be so dead. Had 2 cups of mocha in an attempt to keep myself awake during class. Now I'm still doing homework...sigh...when can I get some proper sleep? So tired now, staggering around whenever I need to get something, I feel so terrible and sad....I need SLEEP!!!
Jenhi || 3:45 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Reverted to my first blogskin again. Sigh...just remembered something, so I though yeah, I want that blogskin back. Still got my project to do. Just realized that I missed out a huge part of the report!! Oh no! Then I'm now rushing up the report. Aaaaah! But at least I can find the info I need so not that bad.... Anyway, that's all...
Jenhi || 6:59 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

Sigh...so tired, spent hours setting up the router. Then after I got it finnaly done, someone crashed everythin again. Then I had to set it up yet again. Setting it up once is fine but asking me to do it twice is too much. Especially when it wasn't a technical problem. It's a problem with someone's itchy fingers. Look here, I not a paid technician ok?

Then on to today, just realised that I've got heaps of work left oh well, I guess I just gotta slog again today.
Jenhi || 10:05 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Yesterday, had to attend the stupid court hearing. Took about 4 hrs. Then by the time I reached home, I had a terrible headache and I knocked out. Triend to get some sleep but instead I got a nightmare, oh whatever. Yeah, it was a stupid dream... dreamt of my cousin and this guy and some other stuff and that everything went so god damn wrong and then at the end, when I turned around, I got the shock of my life when I saw who the guy was. That was when I woke up. Sigh.

Today, I'm bored to death, doing homework again. Just realised that I had chem homework to do. AARGH! So much homework. Still have math, which I dunno how to do. Everyday, it's homework and study. Sigh.
Jenhi || 11:07 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Changed my blogskin yet again. The guy in the picture is John Mayer. Saw a couple of his music videos on youtube and I thought it was quite nice. Yeah, then I saw a comment that said "John Mayer can make even sex sound boring". Haha. yea, no doubt his songs are a bit boring, the first time I heard him sing, a couple of years back I was like "Whoa, this guy is god damn boring. I can fall asleep listening to him sing". But now, after listening to the same song 2 years later, it actually sounds quite nice. Oh well, lets just say his lyrics are interesting, but not very direct, kinda leaves it up to your imagination. Haha, and to the guy who made that comment, well just find something more direct. Maybe like Eminem?

Oh yeah, one more thing, male chavunists (pigs) should really listen to Daughters by John Mayer.
Jenhi || 10:30 PM

Feelin' pretty upset but wad to do? Why am I always at the receiving end of someone's bad temper? Aargh! On one hand, I feel like flaring up, on the other, I feel like crying. But then, no time for all that....still got project to do. Sigh....

Why is this world so cold? Why is everyone so self-centred? I feel like everything is crashing down....
Jenhi || 4:26 AM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Hmmm.... spent the night chatting (via msn) with my teacher and my cousin (who's like abt 10 meteres or so away). Haha. Still sick though....but now I don't have a runny nose anymore! YAY! But my throat is still a bit sore... But I feel a lot better after MSNing yesterday... don't know why but it feels better talking to someone else other than the same few people I see everyday. ; ) LOL!

And yeah I was chatting abt the world changing.... yeah, life changes a lot. One moment it seems ok, then the next moment everything comes crashing down. Well, within like 2 weeks my life has changed a lot. Somehow, I still doubt myself at times, but there's no turning back. Just have to wait and see how things go. Probbably, that's why I picked this blogskin. Also, my mood been chaning drastically, one moment I could be so happy and the next I could be crying...

And yeah, even facts change.... cuz scientists decided to change em'. LOL... Well.... quoted frm someone "that's what keep universities in business". Haha. Well, everything must have a market if not it'll shut down eventually. But if not then why are humans are so smart? Or it is some fake world were're living in? Is everything actually what it is? Why are we here?
Jenhi || 7:18 PM

Urgh! The internet nowadays is filled with all sorts of disgusting things. I was just searching for a picture of my favourite singer, Enrique, and I got all sorts of tasteless nonsense. Can't people just not put so many of such stuff on the internet? Worse still, I went to his fanpage, and well, the titles of the pictures were... erm... lets just say "suggestive" but in actual fact, the picture was just a face shot. I was like erm....well it's the first time I've seen such things....yeah....no kidding.
Jenhi || 7:04 AM

I heard this song over the radio and I thought it was pretty nice. It's "Lips of an angel by Hinder" The lyrics are beautiful. Kinda cheered me up, especially when I'm sick and I still have to work... My runny nose is killing me, it's making my eyes tear and making me sneeze... Sigh... the result of lack of sleep. Gonna have a marathon sleep until hopefully tommorrow 12 pm!!! So distracted, can't focus on my work.... aargh!

Anyway, here's the lyrics for "Lips of an Angel"

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
Jenhi || 5:32 AM

Aah...finally I've managed to get this blog done... Changed the template and deleted some entries... Yeah, all that sort of stuff. Took me so long to find a nice blogskin... Well not that I'm a big fan of Jake Gyllenhaal or something... but the layout's nice and the picture looks great. Somehow, it has this calm feel in the way he's staring into the distance. And as for the featured picture, the expression that it portays somehow makes him look calm yet fierce (and his blue eyes looks so cool!). Anyway, enough about the blog (and Jake Gyllenhaal).

I'm down with runny nose and sore throat and I still have a holiday project to do. My classmates didn't settle the grouping so I've decided to do it on my own. Anyway, I don't know how much longer it will take if I wait for them. Sigh...but it's a lot more work though, but what am I supposed to do?
Jenhi || 12:26 AM